Mar 13Monday morningWild untameable grief At times mostly hard to recognise Shrouded in doubt, denial and shame To much to have came from simply this life alone I wonder when it first drew breath That first drop of nausea in my lungs I self berate for my privileged existence, that should allow no grief this huge to exist But it is so The sensation in my belly palpable The heaviness nestled under my eye lids Shoulders tight and jaw clenchedJournal1 min readJournal1 min read
Mar 13Morning walkToday i watched leaves crying tears of melting frost, revealing the limeness of their skin beneath Sun kissed veins and drooping flowers, heavy with the weight of water Reminding me Spring is yet to comeMorning Walk1 min readMorning Walk1 min read
Mar 7March 6thAnd what do I want to write this evening? It’s cold, what a shame. Life is so lovely when the air is warm and cosy. Moving lights traverse the walls of my bedroom as cars outside pass by. I leave the curtains open a little you see. They are thick…Journal2 min readJournal2 min read
Mar 7Sunday eveningI adore this tassel I made recently. The colours feel very harmonious to my senses. Making me want more of these shapes and textures. However, paradoxically, I’m feeling that habitual lull of reluctance and resistance to create. I feel numb. Like drawing in any creative energy is done so through…Journal2 min readJournal2 min read
Feb 5, 2022Cacao + MenstruationI drink a cup of Cacao during almost every monthly bleed and at times it has been a miraculous medicine. I haven’t used painkillers for 8+ years, not even when I’ve been in almost unbearable menstrual pain, one because I wanted to cut out pharmaceuticals and two I wanted to…Menstruation2 min readMenstruation2 min read
Jan 27, 2021Consciousness and communicationI love exploring the different philosophical and scientific ideas and descriptions of consciousness and communication. The word consciousness may seem too mystical for consideration by some, yet i find it a wonderful starting point towards finding answers to existential questions that many of us have. It was commonly believed, and…Consciousness5 min readConsciousness5 min read
May 31, 2020Evolving beyond the label of an empath.For a while being an empath was something i’ve identified with. ‘An empath’ is commonly used to describe someone who is highly sensitive to many things, including sensing and deeply feeling the emotions of others. When i first heard and read the meaning of the term, it answered a myriad…Empath8 min readEmpath8 min read
